"The End." - Capital STEEZ
The end. Nah ,but for real. This is it. My last attempt at music. If you don't know what I mean by that then let me explain. I love music. To many, music is just another form of entertainment ,but to me it is infinitely more important. I first heard hip-hop music when I was about 4 or 5 years old. I can thank my older brother for that. I've wanted to be a rapper for as long as I've known what rapping was. When I was VERY young I wanted to be a magician ,but besides that I've never seen myself doing anything else. I never stopped liking hip-hop music. In fact, my love for the genre only grows as I learn more and more of the complexities within it. Regardless of what some people may say, Hip-Hop IS undoubtedly the most or one of the most complex genres. From the process of beat making to lyric structure. Hip-Hop isn't even just a genre. It's more of a culture. There are GENRES within GENRES within GENRES of Hip-Hop. They say anybody can be a rapper... This is actually pretty true for the most part. But, that doesn't take away the complexities of it. Have you thought about why anybody can do rap? It's because it's such a great form of self-expression that anyone can apply their life to it,but it's the person who is making the music that makes it unique. Not the music itself.
1 wall of rambling text later...
Back to the point. I love hip-hop and music in general and I want to make music ,but something is stopping me from doing so. Some weight on my chest. Who knows. Regardless. The reason that this is my last attempt is ,because I need a change in my life. I don't know what the fuck's going on anymore and it's taking about a minimum of 7 bowl packs a day to even keep me at ease. I've seen too much, known too much, experienced too much, and lost too much all at a young age. So much weight, and I choose to get rid of music? Tf's wrong with me..? I don't know ,but if I completely stop trying at music for months again. I might just not bother. I've been writing just a few lines or a verse a day.. Just to keep myself.. involved with music. If I really have to I might just buy a guitar just to mess around with to keep me busy and so I won't give up on music entirely.
I'm hello.
My next post will be more coherent
I hope...
(This was written sometime in July or August. My mindset has changed a bit. Stay tuned.)
1 wall of rambling text later...
Back to the point. I love hip-hop and music in general and I want to make music ,but something is stopping me from doing so. Some weight on my chest. Who knows. Regardless. The reason that this is my last attempt is ,because I need a change in my life. I don't know what the fuck's going on anymore and it's taking about a minimum of 7 bowl packs a day to even keep me at ease. I've seen too much, known too much, experienced too much, and lost too much all at a young age. So much weight, and I choose to get rid of music? Tf's wrong with me..? I don't know ,but if I completely stop trying at music for months again. I might just not bother. I've been writing just a few lines or a verse a day.. Just to keep myself.. involved with music. If I really have to I might just buy a guitar just to mess around with to keep me busy and so I won't give up on music entirely.
I'm hello.
My next post will be more coherent
I hope...
(This was written sometime in July or August. My mindset has changed a bit. Stay tuned.)
